Two Minute Love

In a dark, sweaty room

You brought me to you

Your sex smelled like youth

And I was looking for some heat

                                                          

Offbeat, we moved

Hips bumped but thoughts stayed secret

Until you found my rhythm

2/4 became 2/2

And you pressed your heart to mine

Fingers roamed and caught in thoughts, sighs and body heat

We pulsed, you throbbed

To a dirty, sexy beat

I felt you

I let you in

I rub my high school chastity against grown-up indifference

Begging you to touch me

In this moment,

All I hear is your breath in my ear

Breathing life into schoolgirl day dreams

 

I see you over me

Under me

Inside my hopes and dreams

Peeling off sweaty, sex soaked jeans

Cradle my sexuality

Tease me with serrated fingertips

I want cold sweat on warm limbs

I want rigid members and red lips

Hold me

Love me

Fuck me

I could be polite

But there’s no time for please and thank you in the dark

All I want is freedom

You hold my hand

For a second, I’m lost

In the black, I’m crying out for some daylight

I beg you

Kiss me before I remember I’m worthless

The song ends; One become two

You are not mine

We smile

Embarrassed that I gave you my pulse

Afraid to look you in the eye

Guilty.

We shared more in two minutes

Than a lifetime of mediocre kisses

I stumble back into the dark, looking for more two minute love.